dreams are necessary to life.

morning glory

silversunrays — Tue, 19 Jul 2011 03:52:47 +0000

in these past few months so many things have happened that it is relatively impossible to list them all down. i’ve been to KL, hopped over to JB a few times, became my family’s chauffeur, de-cluttered my room, attempted to cat-proof the house, toyed ideas of going to Bali and even Bangkok, met up with friends, made new ones, visited new restaurants, celebrated birthdays and spent countless days (and nights) thinking about life – alone and with friends.

i’m actually sad that my free time has ended. i have utilized it wisely, i think.

in a couple of months time, fai and i will be going to a city that we have been wanting to go since forever. we forfeited our tickets last year, so hopefully we’ll make it this year. this time round we’re not going to bother with itineraries or list of places to eat and whatnots. i’m not going to pretend like i’m not scared we’ll be cheated and robbed of all our rupiahs, but at least it will be a new experience.

okay, back to researching on obituaries. xx.

a different dimension

silversunrays — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 16:45:29 +0000

i am restless. here i am at 12.31am on a (technically) Tuesday morning, alternating between Katy Perry and N.E.R.D. and hoping that i can actually sleep tonight. i have been busy, i have been well. today marks the first time in months that i have used the computer at home for more than an hour. after much staring at numbers on screens at work, i do not wish to torture my poor eyes. but tonight i’ve decided to upload songs onto my phone and eventually learn how to assign one of it as my ringtone.

it’s the 4th month of 2011 already, how time flies. the past 3 months has sucked the life out of me, and i really cannot wait to get out of it. i’m much more clueless and directionless now as compared to few months back. i wish to snap out of it but for some reason i.just.do.not.care.

until the next time when i actually decide to talk. xoxo.

time check

silversunrays — Wed, 23 Feb 2011 01:30:48 +0000

the days have been passing by too fast for me to remember anything. my memory is depleting like crazy and i’ve not met some friends for too long already. i can’t even remember the last time i had sushi. i wake up way too early everyday even when i reached home at 1am the previous night. like how today i woke up at 7.30am, when i start work at 3pm, but i know that i can’t sleep anymore. i’ve not been on msn for eons and i check my facebook and emails only in the mornings. nonetheless, being uncontactable is good, and i am actually looking forward to getting a new phone within the next few days. honestly i dont think i’m missing out much in life. i don’t feel disconnected from society, or even frustrated that i can’t keep in contact with my friends. i thought i would miss out important messages or news, but so far so good. work-wise, i’m stressed, of course, but i will persevere. any kind of challenge is always good for you.

cats + babies = ♥

silversunrays — Fri, 04 Feb 2011 14:18:54 +0000

I thought of doing an adiml, but then it’s quite weird sharing my daily routine at home, so I’m only going to share pictures at my aunt’s house. She has 10 cats. Only 5 made an appearance though.

princess was not allowed to enter the room, so she took to scratching the glass. non-stop.

then she decided to have some fresh air.

we brought the other piece home. hehe.

then the WORLD’S CUTEST BABY arrived.

I swear I’m going to teach my kids to stick out their tongues when they take pictures.

CUTEST BABY EVER.

after all that we’ve been through, i know we’re cool.

silversunrays — Thu, 03 Feb 2011 05:34:41 +0000

super-duper love her wardrobe for this video.

There’s nothing I won’t do.

silversunrays — Fri, 07 Jan 2011 16:12:09 +0000

These past few days have been nothing but a whirlwind; but I loved every second of it. Time really passes by too fast when you’re having fun. I’ve not been keeping to my 10pm bedtime, and I almost fell sick, but it was worth it. It’s almost the end of the week now, before the rush comes back again. I sure hope as hell that everything will go smoothly.

So here I am, listening to Ciara and All Saints on repeat, and doing some mindless Internet surfing. Did you know that they both have a song of the same name, Never Ever? I prefer All Saint’s one better though.

Adieu 2010

silversunrays — Sun, 02 Jan 2011 09:42:38 +0000

One word to describe 2010: Bittersweet.

I am still in school, though I have unofficially graduated with 1 major. I could finally drive, and I’ve already gotten my first warning. I adopted 3 more cats. I became more wary with people; I am much more comfortable in smaller groups and old friends. I went on a trip with my cousins. I’ve ended my short stint in the production line; something that I’ve never thought I’ll do, but I guess it is for the better, I hope.

Until now I am still amazed by the people around me, and how different we can all be. Maybe that’s one of the reasons why I don’t really like being in production. It’s just too bitchy. Period.

I’ve also somehow (finally) understood the elusive value of friendship – both old and new. We have survived breakups, gossips, drunk drama, ambitions, school and work complaints, birthday surprises and new jobs over lunch/dinner/supper together. I am glad that I have some of the best people in the world as friends that I can definitely count on.

Adieu 2010, you’ve been memorable. 2011, I hope you will be kind.

Know what I mean jellybean?

silversunrays — Mon, 27 Dec 2010 05:35:57 +0000

the past few days/weeks (in pictures)

silversunrays — Wed, 22 Dec 2010 04:38:12 +0000

4. Without action, you aren’t getting anywhere.

silversunrays — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 06:57:18 +0000

Gandhi’s Top 10 Fundamentals For Changing The World

1. Change yourself.

2. You are in control.

3. Forgive & let go.

4. Without action, you aren’t getting anywhere.

5. Take care of this moment.

6. Everyone is human.

7. Persist.

8. See the good in people & help them.

9. Be congruent, be authentic, be your true self.

10. Continue to grow and evolve.